Before meeting with Sup

Today is a wonderful day even it is a winter, the shine light still makes me feel energizing. There are so many things happening in my life for now, but I try to get only positive things. The first story that I want to add it in my long- term memory is that I have found Nong Tan. I feel gratefully to know him. He is a genius guy when I discuss to him I always get  “wow” moments. He’s a clever and knowledgeable person. The ways he have been teaching me vary after evaluating on my knowledge these technique being done by only knowledgeable people.  He pleases to discuss to me, and I feel like talking with a professor….giving the concepts, keywords, and philosophy that are an advanced teaching way. I try to learn from him as much as possible. Thank you so much ka Tan.

Another thing is that I feel I like the man who is really charming for me…I like his personality traits. This makes me feel both happy and anxious in the same time…first time I want to grow up with him in the PhD journey because I want some friend to discuss and assist  me for crystallizing in some points in the learning, but he is really attractive especially his dimples, his calm manner.  When he smiles, his eyes are shining and meaningful, his words are so sweet. Ohh my god!!! How can I do?

The third good moment of the day is Din’s teacher sending me messages in the early morning to inform me about Din want to be a drum major but the budget is required. I don’t know, immediately why I thought of a round face boy named Tata, a boy who grown up in a poor family, but he has the outstanding performance in acting and dancing (better than my son ha ha). I want to see his smiles and looked nice in that special day for school children. I asked the teacher to allow Tata, as the drum major as well and all money paid is on me. In this act, I just want the boy realize that he is valuable on his life. If his performance is considered as the precious thing he have got with him, exactly!!, it always takes him going through all limitations….. For now I feel really full of happiness. My spiritual is fulfilled with love and giving a hand for other especially for children! and so happy. I can’t imagine Tata’s face when he dances and shows in the field (Why I don’t mention about Dindin?? ha ha)…I’m so happy.  

Foucaudian

This week I have been heard new words from my new teacher, AJ Tan, about the theory of Foucault.....for now I don't know it is correct or not? , but I can't ignore it at all. I feel like I can touch it....I feel it....

I also try to test the power....yes it's invisible thing in the lounge ..I believe that I am able to create a good atmosphere in the lounge to be a good place for working. This is the power!!! it looks small thing, but behind this is a big concept that you can apply to use in wherever you want.

the next step for me is to explore the Foucault concept....which is believed that a vital concept addressing in the health science circumstances.  

A beautiful memo

Since I have been studying here, i feel that I really love to learn new things, new people, new culture.
Everything is invited me to explore it!!! I love to sit more than half of the day in the lounge, five or seven days a week without getting bored. I felt into another world that I had dream to. I want to be a person who can discuss some philosophy smartly (even for now I don't know anything ha ha), but I believe that someday I am able to achieve it. .....
                               I love this moment in my life.
💚Thank you my lovely family, My mom, my gorgeous husband, my kids, Din and Dan.
All of you fulfill my life. I try to do good things to compensate the time while I 'm living here.
💚I'm trying to keep fit and stay healthy because I don't want to be sick .....to show you all that I am fine, and nothing wrong about me by eating good food and exercising in the gym.
💚I try to satisfy with everything which occurs here...both negative and positive things without raising more conditions. because I have learned that the life is too short, I need to be a grateful person who can use the past experiences to create the good thing in life and can contribute the positive energies to others. 

Travelling

The more you go, the greater you know. This message emphasizes me that people need to go for travelling not only working and collecting money and then waiting for returning to the earth. Travelling gives you much more advantageous both direct and indirect ways. To be honest, personally, I love to travel so much because in my experiences, travelling always explores my world in my way. I have been learned the diversity of people in which the way I walked by. For example, in 2007- 2011 I had been traveled with in Thailand my own country, but I went to almost areas there. I found the different things such as the shape of trees, the house styles, the main foods, so on and so forth. The different of local accents, culture and the living ways teach me how to living properly with the diversity and do not discrimination just because of the differences. One thing that I think it is very important to me is that ....looking for the generalization of being human and try to touch it....then you will living safe everywhere you go!!!



2012 my world was widen opened when I had a chance to go to Switzerland. I had learned massive differences not only physical view seeing, but also the thought of people. It is deeper than I have been seen in my own circumstance, but at that time I don't know how much I have learnt for that. It can not express in to the words except explaining in the way of how this country contained a fantastic geography...to die for!!!



2017....When I have a good chance to visit New Zealand......for 12 weeks. This country also gives me on new ideas and progress of mindset. I have more concrete perspectives when I have been there. It is wonderful time!!!



2019.....I have been living in the UK....for studying PhD. I told myself I have to collect experiences in the different countries and milieu because it would help me to work easier in the future.



October 2019 I went to Wales, the beautiful country, Llandudno, Conwy, where I saw the aging people living with a high standard in the last decades of life. It's challenging issues for me that how I can manage our life to live like people here while in the absolutely different managements from the government! The assumption of this I believe that  Thai people will be sit in the same situations like the western in the short time, yet we have no collected money and not have enough support form the government...for sure!! the question is How, How, and How .....can we do????





25-28  November 2019  I went to Scotland with friends....in this trip  views and architectures are not interesting on me so far because it was raining all the trip. however, I was a worthwhile period for me. I have learnt from a scholar friends who are not only share trip with me but they can share the thoughtful experiences without ego or ashamed in the negative experiences. I think this is the most beautiful in life....naturally, people always present in the way of perfect life, but not many poeple dare to share with others in what esle they did mistakes.
 Until I feel this trip I enjoyed with chalelled ideas rather than happy with sight seeing.

💗When you feel sad.....go travelling
💗When you have energize ......go travelling
💗When you have or have no money....go travelling
💧Whether you are in troubles or  not......go travelling
💧Travelling is my therapy
💧Travelling never lets you waste both money and time

Thai government scholarship 2017

Thai government scholarship

I won Thai government scholarship in 2017 that is unexpected for me to have a great opportunity that I have never thought before because i thought that my study life was end in the master degree when I have 2 lovely sons. the family life is started. i should look after my sons and my husband. it seems to to be a common life for Thai women. however, it might be a destiny and my personality that i am a person who never give up, never stop learning. in 2016 Praborommarajhanok institute announced for granting scholarship to nursed who reached eligible criteria. the most qualification is that getting at least 5.0 of IELTS test. It was very easy for me because I have been preparing at English all the time.
So, it is said that ...easy for me. Finally, I was granted the scholarship.

2 years later I found that easy things that I had underestimated  made a huge change in my life. in particular score 5.0  was not enough for studying in the PHD level. So, it was needed to raise the score at least 6.0 .....this very difficult for me. I must be trained harder and harder to increase my score. The first one was in BKK 8 weeks, then 6 months later I went to Newzealand for 12 weeks for studying the intensive English course at University of Otago. Then my score reached to the cut point that was 6.0. After that I tried to apply so many universities around the UK until  I was accepted at the University of Hull, and I have been here since 28/01/2019.